v.four____ bellissima

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

" We are reasons so unreal ;
We can't help but feel, that something has been lost "

It's kinda sad knowing how even though you've put so much effort into something, it won't always work out the way you want it to. Kind of makes you lose all motivation in life sometimes. Why strive and persevere when fate (being the bitch that she is) can just step in and ruin everything?

So I guess we're fading into oblivion. Did you think I wouldn't notice? I'm too busy and you're too proud to give us a chance. And I guess even I, don't warrant a proper goodbye.

They say you should hold on to love but why cling on when the both of us are exhausted already? Maybe a few years from now when we've both grown up a little, we could give things another go. I love you Alfi*an, but I can't do this anymore.

" Next time, I promise we'll be perfect... "
Lyrics taken from Smashing Pumpkin's "Perfect".

scribbled at 5:33 AM
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